
The breeze coming through my patio door is cool today, the neighborhood quiet, only the gentlest of ripples are rolling across the surface of the lake just down the hill. Overhead, the sky is filled with sculpted gray clouds arranged in undulating rows of light charcoal and pale ash, depending on where the light is most breaking through and where it is most obscured. The entire feel of the moment is still and calm...an envelope of solitude and quiet. .......Interludes such as this are so rare as to be beyond worth. Silence itself becomes a tangible thing that moves through and past your body like light through a pane of window glass, and you exist, for a trice, not as a separate and solid entity, but in concert, as much a part of the silence as motes in a stream of sunlight.
My day job is in the public schools, managing two libraries on two different campuses, which I move between on alternate days. Life in that world can be maddeningly busy...if not physically, then mentally...as I deal with students from the age of kindergarten through the 12th grade and staff of all sizes, shapes, and personalities. I'm also the chairman of our district technology committee and recently took over as president of our local teacher's union. I haven't actively sought out any of these responsibilities other than my teaching position. If anyone had asked me even just a couple of years back whether or not I would end up here, I would have laughed derisively. Not me--I won't be doing that! It's bewildering sometimes where the path leads, the number of mudholes there are along the way, the fleeting flashes of joy and satisfaction when something you've worked on goes well or comes out even better than you could have guessed it would. Mostly, life is just an unending series of challenges to contend with...some extremely complex and fraught with pitfalls...others just the day-to-day stuff of getting on with it.
Today, this instant of quiescent hush and serene quietude, is more rejuvenating for me than a week of frenzied vacationing. It reaches in and smooths out all my rough edges until my entire being resonates with peace and my mind is uncluttered with tasks and duties and incessant voices. Truly a gift of the highest value.